sat, 10 may

work at boon lay, 3 blk of 11 level, wow i break my record.. hahax. but i didnt sell a lot.. shall do better next time. hmm ting will join me tis comin mon..
happii 19th birthday to michelle bay =)

boring

today paper is science P2 physics, i didnt do finish.. i think i will fail my science badly.. haiz.. sian nobody at home now, dad go to work, mum go market then she will go visit my grandparent, bro go school. nthing to do now.. waiting for tonight.. go work, i wanna keep myself busy. cos been alone is boring, tis morning i was thinkin about these few day, i like live inside a dead body. dont know wat am i doing for these few day, time pass so fast until i cant make use of it.. my life is lifeness.. think mid year exam i will fail badly. i never study seriously.. paper also anyhow do..

CHERISH

1st paper chem 2nd paper poa P1..today chem paper is quite easy but i dont whether i can score well for it anot.. hope there's no so many careless mistake.. as poa P1, luckly there 's no much theory.. i think i'm able to at least B3 ba.. now left with two more papers =) haha after tat can take a break.. ytd night before i fall asleep, i thinks a lot of things nearly cried out. haiz i really hope tat everyone around me will stay healthy, i dont wish to go through the time, feeling of losing my friend, family, and anyone tat i close to. tis feelim is sxxx. my mind is blank, my heart is felt painful. i must cherish my family, friends around.. i told myself tis since 2006, tat year is one of my dad's friend, a uncle who dote me a lot, had pass away so sudden. i didn't get to see him for last time before he die, cos i was out with my friends. i didnt know he will pass away so sudden, if not i wont go out with my friends, i will go visit him with my dad.. i feel so regretful. then 2007, one of my classmate kenneth koh pass away, 2008 one of my uncle from father side pass away by cancer,one week later another uncle from mother side pass away.. why is there people around me pass away for tis three years.. misses my uncle had pass away, i really miss them a lot.. who know my feeling, who had been through it before.. continuously three years,some peoples who i know had pass away.. i had learned to cherish my friends around me le yet i still hurt one of them, wat am i doing. haiz..
to zh: i know when u saw my blog u will call me, i wont pick any call today, if u want just msg me, i'll reply.. sorry..
peoples got to cherish ur family and friends, tell them how much u loves them if not it will be too late to do so.. u will never know who and when they will leave u..
take care. loves my family and friends..

to my friends who i'd hurt before: i'm sorry tat hurt u deeply, i want to say thank you for been my friend.. i will apprecate everything u had done for me.. rmb it for life.. thank you.. love ya

tiring

i didnt sleep well ytd night, keep waking up.. today i having math P2, 22marks loss i didnt manage to do finish... haiz wasted too much time le.. saw mrs goh in the printing room, she say she had mark finish our paper and say tis no one hit 50 marks haiz guess i cant get A1 le.. i sure die in theory de which i will be takin tmr.. same to my math paper i dont i'm able to score A1 too.. haiz.. still got 4 more papers to go .. today chat with wz in mornin assembly, we were talkin about last year 5a2, got a lot of memory sia.. misses 5a2 a lot, i know time wont turn back for me, but i still wish to get back to 2007.. how i wish i can die inside my dream, everything is so prefect..

JOB

1st paper geo and 2nd paper poa.. rahh i think i will fail my geo badly, cos i didnt study and there's no lesson for us to attend.. poa P2 is easy hahax only the cash book tat part i do wrong lol put wrong side at 1st i did it correctly but i tot is wrong then i go change my ans.. nvm i wont make tis mistake in o lvl.. ting today come my house study, lol i dont think she is studyin cos all along she keep talking to me.. wonder why today she got so many things to talk sia.. i wanna had a peaceful time to read the new paper also cannot.. i got a job le.. hahahahax so happii.. go for interview today and start immeditately.. start from 7.30pm and and at 8.45pm, i'm selling walls' ice cream door by door.. today sell at bukit timah HDB flat, i was partner with someone, rahh i forget her name le.. if i sell alone today i will get $20, i got partner so i get $10 lol.. pay is depend on how much u sell then from there u will get commission.. haha anyone interested, let me know, i can intro u in tis job.. haha tell u 1st it's need a lot of patience de..gonna work tis fri night hahax..

exam

havin eng P2 and math P1 today. for eng i didnt finish my summary but i'm glad tat i did done every questions, cos in the past i use to leave blank if i dont know how to do.. as for math i able to do finish, i think get a1 for P1 is not a problem.. really hope my eng can pass.. just now i had a afternoon nap, i dream tat our friendship is like before actually not only today i dream it a few time since our friendship had turn sour. when i am back to reality, i hate tis feeling, how i wish i can dont wake up from my dream. inside my dream every thing is so prefect.. haiz.. after i wake up from my dream, the 1ST thing come to my mind is tat she say it's realli impossible for her to treat someone who hurtt as true fren again.. haiz, i think my dream will never come true again.. sometime i wanna to talk to herr but in the end i hold up becos i dont have the courage to talk to herr, i afraid i say wrong things again, afraid tat she will find me irritated.. haiz sometime i really dont know wat to do i'm in loss, i dont know how manage well friendship.. haiz.

sunday

reached plaza at 9.05 am, i was late for 5mins. jw worst, when i reached i called herr she still home. hahax i had waited for 20 mins.. eat breakfast in mac, actually wanna study in mac but tat time is peak hr which study is strictly not allow.. i suggested to go my house for study.. jw study poa, i study eng but i only do one question really no mood to do, end up i just read the new paper.. after tat i didnt study for whole le.. around evening my dad is back, i helped him to wash car.. clear up my table after finish washin car.. wanted to sleep at 9 plus but my dinner is not ready, end up sleep at 10 plus..
i miss those times study with herr..

misses my grandparent

today woke up at 9.40am i miss 10mins doreamon show.. i meet hl n wy 1pm at mac, paiseh my teaching is not so good. we study until 3plus after tat zh come and meet me.at 1st i wanna go home when zh come and find me then i decide to go my grandparent's house.. ah ma today chat with me, tis time she got a lot thing to tell me from here i find tat ah ma is very lonely, i decide to do visit them one a week.. at least they dont feel so lonely.. luckly zh come and find me today if i think i wont rmb to go visit them.. thanks zh.. today got two property agents come ah ma's house, they bring one tenent come and take a look of ah ma's house. well my ah ma wanna to rent out her house, rent it as $2k.. hopefully can rent it out cos the house is quite old le, my grandparent had stay there for more then 30 years.. i reach home around 7 plus, actually tonight i gonna meet elene, she say she cant make it tonight.. hahax ytd ask me not to fiy u kite, in the end is u fly me kite lol.. tmr going to meet jw, teaching her poa.. to jw:tis time round i wont be late.. hahax today i going back my room sleep le.. gonna miss my parent's room, i had sleep in my parent's room for one mth le.. plannin for sentosa outing, going with ljs family =) sentosa we are coming hahahax

friday,2 april

today havin chi paper. i forget to bring dictionary for P1, i realize when i reached sch it's too late le, i was thinkin luckly not o lvl... i dont think i will do well for P1.. after P2 i stay back for eng which start at 1pm and end at 2.30pm.. only three students stay back for eng, me dan n cz.. during mr ng go through the comprehension with us there happen a lot funni thing hahax it's really funni.. go home bath then meet ting at je mrt, paiseh i was late again.. bring her go sony ericsson service center cos ytd she drop her phone inside the toilet-bowl..haiz. ting dont forget u own me one meal.. evening i clean up my room until 9 plus, so tiring.. tmr meet hl n wy 1pm at mac, i haven read the topic tat they want me to teach. elene called me after i finish clean up the room, she call me always at the rite time lol.. misses her voice a lot haha thanks for callin me =) meet up tmr dont worry i wont fly u kite. hahax.. darius msg me ask me to not to get too close with herr, i ask him back u know herr v well meh, he told me someone tell him de. haiz why is there got ppls dont want me to get too close with herr, serious she is not bad tat like wat u say.. i found tat she is a good friend.. to her: beware of ur friend.. haiz.. it's really very hard to have true friends..

labour day

today i meetin jw for study, to jw paiseh i was late today.. actually wanna study at mac becos of full house no place to sit.. we went to ljs to study and eat our lunch.. haha i was serve by cc, dont know wat he smilin for. jw ask me did i know tis guy and she was wonderin why tis guy keep smilin at me.. haha.. cc is my ex colleague in ljs.. i study for a while i think no even 30 mins, i havin headache dont know why so sudden.. then we stop study, go for walk walk. i wanna buy bookmark but cant find any in popular.. after i leave plaza,i go zh's house to help my mum take long yan gan.. reach home by 5.15pm.. didnt study for tmr paper which is chi.. my grandparent going home later, gonna misses them sia.. i'll try to go visit them once per week.. lookin for job now anyone got lobang? i only wanna work for sat n sun and also ph.. happii labour day to everyone =)